In the wee hours of this morning, I have set upon a journey. It's the same destination as last year I'm headed towards except that I'm in a sane frame of mind this time. It's the same train as last year except that I have an aisle seat this time. I'm wearing the same slippers and the same t-shirt, except that I took time to pick clothes this time. I'm carrying the same rucksack except that I did not forget to pack my delicates this time. Its the same cutlet breakfast in Shatabdi except that I'm eating this this time. It is the same rail neer bottled water this time except that I'm drinking it this time instead of using it to rinse my mouth after a vomit.
It's the same day of the same month as last year except that I'm a lot stronger and way wiser this time, except that I'm a lot more ready to forgive and let go this time.
Time since last year seemed interminable, but now when I look back it feels like it has flown by - because there's not much I can remember except for breaking into pieces and trying to put them back together.
Time - either it heals the wounds or gives you strength to deal with it.
It's the same day of the same month as last year except that I'm a lot stronger and way wiser this time, except that I'm a lot more ready to forgive and let go this time.
Time since last year seemed interminable, but now when I look back it feels like it has flown by - because there's not much I can remember except for breaking into pieces and trying to put them back together.
Time - either it heals the wounds or gives you strength to deal with it.
3 comments:
Strong Girl !!
Love your life and I'm sure life will love you back...!!
:)
I hope to God that it gets better because sometimes it is just hard to hold on to the idea.
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